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JymgO qmid aie xym'g juyw gsoh  Zeg gsygh iqya  
Za nu   
Zuxyehu og wiu'hmg nyggyj  
Ymadya  Tii'wzau Jymg
by ~wannabe-emokid
SINNERI sit at the bar  Gulp tasty kool-aid  He comes right beside me  His heart is then laid   
He tells me it's his fault  That he is to blame  Tears fall from his cheeks  I think, "Boy is he lame"   
I play along with him  Think, "What could I lose?"  I ask him to go on  Right now I'm confused   
He goes on and goes on  Repeating his sorries  I think, "This is serious"  I begin to get worried   
I put hand on shoulder  Say "What did you do?"  He looks down in shame  Says, "I thought that you knew"   
I wait with a tension SINNER
by ~wannabe-emokid
Down By The BayDown at the fishing hole  I sit in the cold  My soul feels so numb  My heart feels so old   
There, o'er yonder  The city is alive  Those bright neon lightings  A busy bee's hive   
I no longer go there  You see I was kicked out  That bust in '97?  Yeah, that's what I'm about   
In the cold of the winter  It ain't colder than this  A fridge would be warmer  But that went to my sis Down By The Bay
by ~wannabe-emokid
SocksA time for everything  Or so they say  But I know differently  I learned that today   
I was let out early  Went o'er to the old  Yet I was still white  I sit in the cold   
The others despised me  Said I just showed off  I tried to explain it  They said, "Jus' shove off"   
Time waits for no one  That's what they tell me  But here I am waiting  They're wrong, now I see Socks
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Visions...

Mon Jan 5, 2009, 6:08 PM
I get them... sometimes... if they can be called that...

I don't claim the gift of foresight AT ALL, because only a handfull have ever come true. But still... freaks me out whenever I get any, because I never know if that will be the next one...

They are distinct and different from anything else. So I know when it's one of them. And they happen exactly the way I saw them happen, every detail being the same.

And I've had a couple this last week or two... and they scare the sh*t out of me... because I think I recognize the hands holding that knife, and I know for certain the body that laid on the ground. And then there's the stairs... that can't happen, I won't let her fall... I'll do everything I can to stop it from happening...

My head gets messed up with this. And it affects other areas of my life as I go about my day. Idk... maybe I'm paranoid. And I have no one to talk to, because the only ones I could talk to about this would either get really worried, think I'm being completely stupid to have such come into my head, or get really angry. And turn away. And that's the last thing I need right now.

"I don't wanna deny my heart/It's dense to feel/I don't wanna deny my soul/Something real"

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  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: Vedera
  • Reading: DJ
  • Watching: Murder, She Wrote
  • Playing: Mind games
  • Eating: As if
  • Drinking: 7UP

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  • Current Residence: USA
  • Interests: writing, music, being on the comp, hanging out with friends... yup
  • Favourite movie: Bridge to Terabinthia, Sweeney Todd
  • Favourite band or musician: Within Temptation/Lifehouse
  • Favourite genre of music: Depressing (yeah yeah yeah it's not a genre) :P
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  • Personal Quote: oh well...

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=Lao-Chu Aug 20, 2009, 12:42:08 AM
Hi!
This is me =Princess-Elincia
I wanted to tell you that I was moving to this account in 2010 :D

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=poisonstripes Feb 1, 2009, 7:41:39 PM
Hello random deviant! :wave:

btw, I can relate to getting visions, too.

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~wannabe-emokid Feb 1, 2009, 7:42:56 PM
yeah?

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=poisonstripes Feb 1, 2009, 7:45:17 PM
yeah. When I was a junior at Vineland High School I correctly predicted seven out of ten victories and for the past three years I knew that my school would win the football game (the annual Turkey Day games) and for situations that I'm expecting to happen, it runs in my head, I'll forget about it and it goes off like I saw. It's weird.

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~wannabe-emokid Feb 1, 2009, 7:57:25 PM
hmm, interesting

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One small mistake and your whole world changes to what could have been... relive that moment until the pain is gone, but remember, the battle is only just begun...
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=poisonstripes Feb 1, 2009, 8:05:36 PM
Yep. I even get bugged out at weird places.

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=Yunaleska1 Jan 18, 2009, 2:09:28 AM
Thank you for the watch ^w^

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~wannabe-emokid Jan 18, 2009, 10:13:55 AM
you bet!

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One small mistake and your whole world changes to what could have been... relive that moment until the pain is gone, but remember, the battle is only just begun...
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*Broken101 Jan 1, 2009, 3:01:35 PM
thank you for the :+fav: on "Red Umbrella"

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people do...

This rose is yours... :blackrose:
and for you my love...
so is my heart :heart:

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~wannabe-emokid Jan 1, 2009, 3:45:16 PM
^^ i liked it a lot!

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One small mistake and your whole world changes to what could have been... relive that moment until the pain is gone, but remember, the battle is only just begun...
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